My view on sex is this: If you want, have it. Great. More room in heaven for me
I am healing. I am growing. One day, I will be good at this.
If I could turn back time, I would have stayed with you. I wouldn’t have left. All that talk about broken promises, & to think that I was the one to show you that people trash their promises around just like that, before realizing, quite frankly, what a douche I was. So even though you broke yours, even though you were upright mean & insensitive for a year, I don’t blame you anymore.
If I could turn back time, maybe I would go all the way back to make sure that our paths never cross. That way, I wouldn’t have known what sharing a love so promising that’s constantly evolving from one state to another would be like. What passion & desire would feel like. Most of all, what gentle tenderness & love’s patience would feel like.
You were a girl’s dream. You’re my dream. A best friend & a boyfriend, someone I could tell everything to. & I can’t find anyone to replace that. It’s not a role that anyone could play in my life. It’s who you were to me during the best years of my life. & I miss you, so, so much.
Promise you’ll never forget me.
You already have